Hm What can I say? For all of us that are in this big bad world, how can we see the best of the best and enjoy ourselves without exposing our shortcomings. To speak to some of you is an emotional rollercoaster and I am having fun learning about me through your thoughts. What I like or dislike. Its hard not to become friends. I have been so upbuilt and needed some attention from the male gender. Women dont recognize the importance of feeling pretty so as to not become bitter after trauma. The things that women can never go to Nieman Marcus to bye. Dignity,Honor,Humility,Patience,Directness,Honesty,Intimacy,Intelligence,Common Sense,Humor, Self Respect/Deep Insight.Down Right Street Smarts. Its nice to love men and I have become to feel complete and am grateful so that my can see what is the example is,that he made need in future times for himself,through the eyes of his mother. I want him to understand that women will enjoy him and if they dont,Walk away. In fact. RUN for his life!!!! I make it a point to enjoy the male gender and see the wonderful facets to a man. Its amazing. I dont know how much longer I may be on this site so I thought I would once again share my thoughts of what I think. I am impressed with the confident man. The hard working man. The man who takes care of his family. The man who laughs at himself.The man who is peaceful. Kind,Serious,Comical,Sarcastic,Flirty,Patient,Adventurous,Intelligent,Intuitive,Attentive,and yes last but not least, Endurance. I guess God would ask this of all of us, so I believe with these qualities, it does make the sexual experience, intimate and enjoyable. That is when a connection is made. For me, I wont put myself at risk unless I talk and see for myself. I stay single and for obvious reas it puts me in a position of many choices. I will take my time and enjoy myself through the eyes of those teaching me what I want and love. It is fun learning about me. I am complex and unique!. I set myself up as a martyr to me to see what I will take or not take. Some men are not kind. I dont like any of you. I dont even tolerate the notion of a mean spirit. Seems I will fight. I dont get intimidated nor am I capable of being offended. I dont take the weak per peral. I recognize you cant help it for your ego is damaged and will try and help you understand that its not acceptable to treat other people disrespectfully. I choose to respect all of us. I appreciate the same in return. Women think to men, confused. Makes sense to women though.Huge advantage if men have the patience to learn the makeup of me.It will be shared with powerful connections added to it. I am willing this year, to explore many things for the first time.I want my frigid side to take a back seat.I am going to play with my ego and see what matches up with it.I have found out that I am ONLY!!! attracted to strong egos and nothing fragile. I dont care how good looking you are , how much money you have, or how well endowed you are!! If you can match me in the confidence department then you have struck me as a Queen in my world. I am capable of giving intimacy and affection without the attachment. Great accomplishment. Growing in the eyes of strangers. What an emotion this is. How could I not share it with you all that make me a better woman. I hear from all of you all over the world and you say the nicest things. Thankyou to all of you wonderful Kings that I may never know. I have to tell you from me that I appreciate the comments from my heart and they mean so much not only to me but to my who benefits off of you. You all make me a better woman and I can be a better mother that way and he will love women through my eyes and I have all of you to thank for that, good or bad. You all have helped me not to feel scorned and to appreciate the MAN>! I love it. Turns me on big time. Oh yeah, one more thing. ! Time to have Fun!Oh yeah, also got a web cam. So I can see you across the world now. Where is my new man????????? All this and I want it recognized, I wont ever get married. Its Pri to me! What is written above is at least 6 months ago in my thoughts. I re read it and loved my words that I wrote, so all I can do is an update. By staying single, I became very powerful. No one in my way to stop me from getting to my goals. I set them so high and wont accept failure. Not allowed. I have been working so hard and must tell you that being one on one with men at my job, ( waitstaff) somewhere special, One of the Ballplayers restaurants.and I am so proud of most men that I am meeting lately. I thought about it and I know that my changes that I have made to my perality have something to do with it. Men are very simple creatures and pressure does not seem to come natural to a man. Multi tasking is a womens advantage. But if you can guide him in to do it correct, then 2 things happen. 1 you laugh because I get to see the man respond and 2 he feels like a man. What do I do now. I guess looks are something that has been given to me, appreciatively to me , and my brains I filled with knowledge and experience. I took care of my body because I like to feel pretty. I did the career and starting over at 46. New Life! New Perality,New name, new friends,new job,new surroundings,and willing to listen. Who can teach me something different???????????? I think I know too much!!!!!! I am not crazy.

My Ideal Person As stated above, and this has been like research for me at this point and I have the balls to test me to the extreme means you too will be tested. I love me first so, you must possess the same. At least the same. Dont get me wrong , Good Looks,Large Endowment,Money and Amusement all helps. Fragile Egos take a walk. Seems to be that i wont tolerate the bad guy. So for both our sakes dont insult me or contact me if you dont like my profile. I dont like to hurt anyones feelings and I dont want mine hurt as well. Let me feel sexy. That is why I am here, not for a psychological profile. We are all a little nuts! Why we are here in the first place. Life can make you nuts and then you retreat to less invasive techniques in meeting some. Lets all place nice in the sand box!!!

If you do have one you already know I can see you. !!
I have no problem stroking a man,as long as he treats me as a woman. This is what I found out about me. Oh yes by the way since I have denied me, except for a few exceptions that were quite worth it,(thankyou), I am very much in my 40's and if you know anything about women then you know that it is the most erotic time in a woman's life. I am just going to be very elegant and classy about it. Life is too short as well as too much fun when I am in control.
Hint- Get me to Laugh!!!! That is enough now.
I guess you may call me conceited, arrogant,or cocky!1
I call it Wise,Confident,Simple,Choosy!!! The one who insults me I will delete! It will filter my choices and make it easier for me. Diamonds in the Rough!!!

What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
led zepplin, marvin gaye, etc,

Tell one of your favorite sexual fantasies. Don't hold back!:
two men to meet me at a fancy bar dressed up sexy, get me giddy
and everything is brand new so, my fantasy is in the making.

What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
Giving Oral Sex, Toys (Vibrators/Dildos/etc.), Light Bondage, Candle Wax, Spanking, Slave/Master, Mutual Masturbation, Food Play, Voyeurism, Massage

Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
George Clooney , Angelina Jolie. <br><br>
the obvious.

Have you ever had cybersex?:
I've tried it, but it's just not the same.

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